Part 6 of a series of writings by a ‘Special Friend’
Before Lisa was let out on the world I had been a straight heterosexual guy. I had once or twice thought about touching another cock and had had implements pushed inside me by my wife. Also at the time Lisa was born I was having regular sex sessions with a couple for which I paid. I have always wanted to pay for sex as it avoids any difficult relationships that could threaten my other life…….
The threesomes gradually became more adventurous and eventually we started playing with each others cocks and the female loved it. Needless to say once I had found a new experience I wanted more. The guy and I visited gay saunas where I used my first glory hole. It is a great feeling when your cock is being sucked or played with and you have no idea who is doing it. Neither does it matter if it is male as the feelings are just the same as if it were a female.
Eventually the guy from the threesome fucked me and wow was it a different feeling to a strap on or vibe. I also eventually repaid the favour and fucked him. We also combined it with our threesome play and I don’t think I have ever had so much sex of different kinds. We had a weekend where another guy joined us and we went dogging, had DP and tried three of us penetrating her in pussy and ass. We had a stripper on the Saturday night and that ended up in another orgy but I digress from the bi-sexuality.
The guy and I went to Erotica in London and the lasting thought of the exhibition was a service that made a replica of your cock and balls. I have repeatedly wondered about having this done but my problem will be keeping my cock hard enough for long enough. I would like to do it now for my current Mistress as I think she would like that. Maybe if I get a kit we can do it together. Anyway after the exhibition we paid my first call at a gay sauna.
Lisa has visited various clubs and saunas around the country and a sex cinema. The sleaziness of it is a turn on although not something to do regularly and I need to be very careful health wise. At the cinema I experienced my only bukkake and it reinforced my feeling of power over males for sex. Kneeling in front of three guys who deposited their loads over my face made me realise the pleasure I could bring others as well as myself. Another one and only was Lisa being fucked and then made to clean my cock immediately afterwards. I had not been clean and with it happening quickly I had no time to object. As it was happening I realised that it was not as bad as I imagined and remember thinking the texture was not ok and I could hardly taste it. I do not however want to repeat the experience. I had to immediately wash my mouth out afterwards.
Lying down on a large bed or bending over a spanking bench and allowing lots of men to play with my body and spit roast me is a highlight too. It brought us all pleasure and made me feel good and satisfied in myself.
I am now very comfortable with my sexuality. Gay, bi etc are just labels and you need to b e yourself
Dogging featured prominently for a while and I went in both female and male personna. I preferred Lisa as I had more attention and fun. One evening my guy friend took me to a spot and there he enticed a black man with a big cock to let me suck him and then he bent me over the back of the car and he eased himself inside me. My god but was I stretched and I knew about it for a day or two. On the way home my friend stopped and ordered me to bend over the bonnet of his car and proceeded to cane me as I had been such a bad girl. It felt even keener than usual as it was quite cold that evening. I enjoyed submitting to that punishment even through the pain.
I have come to realise through all my experiences that whilst I am submissive I am not a true submissive. I think the difference is that a true submissive takes all their pleasure in pleasing someone else whereas my main pleasure is through the feelings I experience. I have tried to get my mind into doing sessions purely for the Mistress but invariably it comes down to me thinking of my own pain and pleasure rather than her pleasure.
A final comment on my bi-sexuality but also on trust. At a forced bi session Lisa was told to kiss a guy and I froze. I had never kissed a guy before and Mistress quickly realised and had me back off. It is the only time I have effectively refused to do something when told to. It demonstrated that I was in safe hands that I could trust as Mistress understood we had not discussed personal boundaries and respected my feelings. Needless to say a few weeks later I did kiss a guy and I could not understand why I had said no before as it was not any different to kissing a female.
I am now very comfortable with my sexuality. Gay, bi etc are just labels and you need to be yourself. As Lisa I prefer to have sex with men but am ok with females whereas in male mode I prefer females but will be with a man either.
Another amazing story - Thank you for sharing
Kristina J xx
